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Sorry you asked me out, sorry I thought you were a good man, Sorry I slept with someone that truly didn’t give a dam thing. I am mad you pretended to be single caring man and thinking that you cared enough about the risk of handling me. Knowing my fragile life wanted a man to hold her and reassure her that whatever this becomes or not becomes - I will promise to treat you kind and you will feel special and you will be Ok. I would have said - I am not ready for whatever u think I want to hear bc I’m not trying to jump in but I would love to feel that you are special and if you can only hold me for 1 hour, 1 night or 1 minute that would have showed nothing more that you are a Man and I’m special enough to be held and not attacked by the same kind of love that you withheld. Not loving me is OK not loving you is OK acting like you think I wanted a commitment from step 1 was wrong because you treated me bad and I’m mad at myself because I thought you knew me.

****** Natalie